storyteller. chef. author.

After walking away from traditional spaces and chasing models that didn’t quite fit, I realized my identity wasn’t in what I did, it was in who I am. Today, I create conversations that blend music, food, faith, and real talk to open safe spaces for belonging, healing, and purpose.

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sidekicks & Stoolz is a sermon meets radio show + personal blog hosted by Jermaine abdual

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Turtles Win Rabbit Races: from fable to fruition is an honest look at the moments that shaped me. This is more than a memoir. It’s an invitation to embrace your own pace, trust God’s hand in your story, and discover the purpose hidden in your journey. Order your copy today and start the journey.

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Forgiveness is the Fragrance That the Violet Sheds on the Heel That Has Crushed it is a deeply personal exploration of betrayal, trauma, and the surprising beauty that can emerge from brokenness. Adapted from my own story, first shared in Turtles Win Rabbit Races, this work picks up where the memoir left off, moving from survival to healing, from hurt to purpose.

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January 13, 2026  |  FREE

violets are blue: a free 5-Week Reflection Journey for anyone who’s been crushed

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let’s create something together

I design culinary experiences for intimate gatherings, meaningful celebrations, and tables where stories unfold. If you’re looking for more than just a meal, let’s talk.

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The Work

  • Podcast & Blog

    Sidekicks & Stoolz is my podcast and blog, a place for conversations about faith, identity, and culture. Here, I unpack life through storytelling, honest dialogue, curated playlists, and practical wisdom. It’s where everyday moments meet deeper meaning. Pull up a stool.

  • Teaching & Gatherings

    Transformation doesn’t happen alone. That’s why I create spaces (workshops, events, and small groups) where people can explore faith, identity, and purpose together. These gatherings are designed to spark conversation, growth, and community.

  • Food & Storytelling

    I use food as a language. For me, food isn’t just about flavor; it’s about fostering meaningful connections. Every meal tells a story, and I use food to nurture a sense of belonging that becomes the bridge, reminding us that some of life’s lessons are shared around the table.

Every event we host is designed with intention, from the atmosphere we create to the way each session flows.

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Intentional Structure

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Collaborative
Energy

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seasoned
Guidance

UPCOMING EXPERIENCES

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